Why I Am Not Trying to Sleep Even Though It's Only 5:30 a.m.
I dreamed that I had breast cancer and they did a double mastectomy the next day. When I got home, I suddenly realized that the last time I had nursed Boy Detective had been The Last Time.
Honestly I would be fine having nursing trail off at this point, but having the option just yanked away? Without me realizing it until too late?
Since I tend to have colorful nightmares if I go back to sleep after waking up early in the morning, I just didn't want to see what my subconscious was going to come up with to top that.
Wow... And I thought during pregnancy I was having some nightmarish dreams. Yours definitely tops mine.
I hope your subconscious lets you take a non eventful nap this afternoon. :-)